My oh so poetic poetry

#1 find yourself a bug! (a little brother will do )
#2 find something hard (a shoe, or book work nicely)
#3 introduce them to each other in a very ungentile way

if done properly though shalt have before thee a dead bug.

Thank you
I am aware of my superior intelligence ! : )

now if you`re not too stuned (just in case you considered yourself the bug ) GO READ MY POEMS !!

I stayed up for 36 hours straight just because I could
Then I slept for a day because I thought I should
I can`t sleep at night I can`t think in the day
even if I could I would have nothing to say
My life has become so slow and dreary
I can`t figure why I feel so weary
I seem to ache for something real
but reality is harsh when you don`t want to feel
What the hell is my problem
there are so many, how to solve them
a past way gone, a future too far
Hell, I don`t even know who you are.

A pair of eyes in a room so dark
the existence of light is doubtful
A pair of eyes so clearly marked
by a sadness never to be forgotten

Tears that drop in deep sincerity
hopping they go unoticed
Tears falling from red saddened eyes
marked by hurt and loneliness

These eyes I wish to comfort
These tears I wish to dry
The sadness with wich you were marked
I wish to help pass by

A poem was writen and so it was named
a poem
for a poem it was but this poem was shamed
for this poem contained a message,
one message
in this poem the message struck hard,
too hard
it struck so hard that even the writer would not read it the writer swore never to repeat it
the poem was of love
the poem was of learning
the poem was of all this earth
and the things for wich we are yearning
it taught all those good values
it taught life and acceptance of it's truths
it taught how to feel, how to live well ,be real
if the poem was of all these good things then why was it shamed?
why not share this goodness with all ?
this I share with you now
How can one learn to be true
if we are kept from ever knowing the existence of falseness
how can you know what darkness is if you only tred in the light
how do you know what it's like to be wrong when you are always right
the author kept this poem so secret not to hide the answer
but so that when we find them we appreciate them
and love them
not so we hate them for being so right
so that we may remember others
and appreciate the little things

so please do not hate the writer for not giving you lifes answers
but thank him for letting you learn,
for allowing you to appreciate what you have no one has the answers we all share a piece of our truth life is the journey that teaches us all

The more I understand the world
the more I want to cry
The more I see what my future holds
The more I wonder why
the more I grow the more I know The less I care to hear

What must I do to make it through
and come out standing strong
how can there be any happiness
in a world that is so wrong

A future missing joy of life
A tree without sunshine
A child that grows knowing only strife
is this world really mine?

guilty pleasure of an innocent mind
I think of you and what do I find
I find thoughts I can`t believe
memories I can`t retrieve

I find I love you I find I care
I find that somehting isn`t there
then I wake up see it's just a dream
it`s just a shadow of what has been

i'm sick of the stillness
staleness in the air
im dying it red and chopping off my hair
blue eyed blondie can't stand the sun
all she gets is sunburns and with those I am done
a heart way to shattered to even exist
A will too hard too be broken by this
it's not P.M.S or just cuz i'm hungry
it's your attitude that makes me so angry
don't shove it off you know it's your mess
No one cares anymore enjoy your loneliness.

your on my turf now

Stay out of my heart
Stay out of my head
It's already too late the tears have been shed

Why wouldn't you listen
you don't seem to care
The look in your eyes the feel in the air

This is no game
and it never was
but now theres a feeling, there's reason to fuss

My heart was wide open
And you stole the key
you locked me inside and won't set me free

Now the tears are falling
they're hitting the floor
yet the thought of freedom hurts so much more

Ican keep you out of sight
but can't get you out of mind
not to the ends of the earth
not 'till the ends of time
no matter how far I'll go
you'll always be with me
hiding in my deepest thoughts
comming out when i'm asleep
you haunt me when I close my eyes
you follow me around
how much must I sacrifice
to have your memories drown
Don't say it's because I don't care
for you made me see the light
now I can't help but long for you
in the dark cold of the night

By giving me true hapiness you doomed me to want more
By showing me the fun of life I can't go back to before
Please stay far away from me
Don't let me see you again
I'll see you in my dreams tonight
goodbye goodlife 'till then

Explain me my boredom
Explain me my pain
Could you please explain me
Why nobody came?

You are your boredom
and I am your pain
Our hate of each other
is why nobody came.

A broken heart so easily was it shattered

and so many more shatter with it

A piece of glass broken to more pieces cuts the one who cleans it up

I picked up your heart it cut me so deeply

the bloody tears will flow forever

Peace I know none pieces I own many

none dare to pick me up for there are none I let in

A burden i'm forever chosen to carry the cutting ends

with me.

I lost the words I wanted to tell you
Forgot tht words I wanted to say
trying so hard to remember trying not to scream too loud
the flow from my mind to fingers
then they flow straight out the door
everytime I turn to catch them I can't remember them anymore
now they're gone they are flying freely
spreading all over the world
these words that I meant to say to you , no longer mine to say at all

[b]As gray as the weather as dark as the day
so lost in my boredom there's nothing to say
forgetting the answers caught up in the lies
can't figure the worth of our trivial lives

Our worth is the answer the aswer's a lie
the lie is the nothing that controls our lives
Our lives are so trivial the boredom comes fast
soon we'll break down to live in the past

the boredom forgets us and we leave the lies
remember the answers the worth of our lives
As bright as a moonbeam as warm as the sun
Thanks to our fall our future has begun

We've reclaimed our worth we've reclaimed our lives
stood up for answers abandoned the lies
Boredom we know none to say we have plenty Our
worth is our own and to live we are ready.[/b]

I'm no longer super girl
living in her perfect world
It fell to dust so long ago
but this you already know
you helped me up then tore me down
you saved me first then let me drown
I'm sinking fast in this great big sea
of life of love of uncertainty
a whirlwind of dust and tears
a hurricane of unspoken fears
a haunting dream goes on and on
untill the day i'm finally gone
I bare my soul you bare your teeth
I call for you you run from me
I regret the day you set me free
for on that day you abandoned me
yet I know I must go on
pretending to be oh so strong
But I just can't hold on anymore
I've fallen I'm crying sprawled on the floor

Don't tell me to smile when i'm crying
don't tell me not to lie when i'm not lying
you say i'm such a funny person
nothing I say could ever be hurtfull
i'm no failiure i'm just different
I see the world just can't live in it
so far away yet just here
so complicated yet so clear
just wanna be seen for who I am
not trying to blind you this is no scam
why don't you believe anything I say
How can you look the other way
today is the last time I smile for you

little miss not so perfect is judging you

[b]Now that you have entered you will be marked for life :twisted: enjoy :D [/b]